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Dear Spiri,

Thank you for taking time to express yourself so eloquently and sharing your ideas and emotions. I understand from reading your words that a horrific injustice has been bestowed upon you by your farther and family. You have every right to feel enraged, unsatisfied, and immensely distrustful of life and people. My heart aches to imagine you enduring such cruelty from your family.

In response to your comments, I would say that I do not propose that you must have a fine relation with your family. Or that you should forgive anyone. And you’re right – you can have a good life without ever forming good relations with your family. It’s no one’s business to tell you how you must live your life. You have survived and you are still alive – so in my opinion you are already living a courageous, meaningful life.

I do suggest that we are all in an evolutionary journey of developing a fine relationship with ourselves. Which also means looking at the anger, hatred, and need for justice within. Of course, you want your family to pay for their horrendous sins. Who amongst us hasn’t felt an intense desire to hurt or even want to kill another for some wrong they have done onto us. Most of us don’t even have a reason as real as yours, and yet we still have carried around hatred and fear in hearts for many years, if not an entire lifetime.

As you look at your anger and hatred, you decide if you are fine carrying the ideas and energy that goes with the need to punish. If you are, then you continue along that same path. And your choices are valid.

I perceive that you are already engaged in a different sort of journey – one in which you are noticing that your need to have justice is getting in the way of you discovering who you are, or being who you are. The depression and anxiety that you speak of is a natural result of the new choices you are making for yourself. As you question whether a life without pain and anger is possible, the pain and anger within you rise up. It rises not to torture you with memories, but because you are making a new choice for yourself. The darkness and yuck is rising up as you decide to release it. Getting caught in depression is natural. Some speak of it as a dark night of the soul. I speak of it as a noticing that we are empty within from the love we are, yet we do not trust love. It’s more of a dark night of the human. It may not seem that way to your right now, but you are already freeing yourself from the energy of violence, anger, fear, and distrust.

You are not a rejected piece. I sense you, I feel you, and you are acknowledged. You exist.

As for your questions: Does any one have your answers? No, not really. You will discover your answers. The fact that you are reading higher conscious ideas and tapping into new energy means that you are already in your own process of deciding if it is possible, or even desirable, for you to remove your own pain, hurt, and anger.

I believe in you now and always.
Annette

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Dear OneManyAllOne,

Thank you for your lovely comments about our fellow angel Spiri who is on an journey of conscious evolution. As you share your heart to comment on his words, as you share your compassion to comment on my reply, we once again hold Spiri in refreshed love, acceptance, and acknowledgement at a time when he might most need to be held. Spiri is not alone and his efforts are not in vain.

I am not the master of any fellow human. But now a Master and Teacher of Consciousness.
I am deeply moved and honored that you continue to infuse the love that you are into the fabric of my world.
Annette

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Pramod,

Thank you again for sharing your Self with us! I too know the path of which you speak. Every day, I wander deeper into the infinite world of higher consciousness, self-awareness, and personal insight. And along the way, I show anyone interested how to fall in love with who they really are, how to trust their true feelings, and how to work with their mind, body, and spirit to create a new sense of purpose and passion.

Being a teacher of the new spiritual energy is the life I breathe, dream, and live. I understand intuitively, both personally and professionally, how to integrate personal divinity and humanity to become an enlightened creator of joyful life experiences.

Yet, as you have discovered, being an energy mover and a living example of new energy consciousness is often no easy task. I can relate to your words about stumbling, falling down, and having to pick yourself up once again. To live a conscious life is new and different, complex, often unsure, and certainly never boring. For me, living a truly huge life has meant learning how to leave old beliefs and outgrown habits behind in the dust, being willing to accept 100% personal responsibility for my own life, and gaining the ability to make self-loving decisions. Words could never describe the despair or exquisite ecstasy of walking this path of higher consciousness.

You ask if there is anything we can do to directly help your friend Sipri during his time of intense sorrow. I say “yes” there is much we can do.

First, as you witness Sipri in his despair, accept his journey. Move beyond your own initial reaction and look deeply into your own heart. Of course, you do not want him to hurt, but know that he is hurting much as a woman in labor is hurting. One could say he is giving birth to himself, allowing his spirit to emerge from beneath the energy of much torture and suffering that his family has bestowed upon him. And yet, his spirit is emerging even though it is a painful process.

Kahil Gibran wrote, “Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already borne the pain. What you have not done is feel all that you are beyond the pain.” Sipri is already in his process of emergence of attempting to feel who he is beyond the pain.

Second, know that during his journey through suffering he may well move from feeling pain into suffering, feeling pity, shame, and perhaps even falling into depression because he “should” not be feeling so badly. Become the one person in his life that intensely sees the meaning, value, and worth of his pain. Help him separate pain from suffering. Let him know that, “when moving through hell, it is best not to stop.”

Next, become the person who can see the possibility of his triumphant emergence into the life of peace he so valiantly strives to feel. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, imagine your friend living an enlightened. Know with all certainty that he will find his way. Perhaps not today, not tomorrow, or perhaps not even in this lifetime. But know, deep within your soul that if he has gotten this far in his journey, he will gain the love and peace that he seeks. Until then, you be the person who creates the potential of freedom. Create that potential, breathe life into that potential, and offer it into the Universe. He will walk into that potential when he is able.

Thank you for allowing me to help create that potential of love and freedom for your friend Sipri. We all hold him in a place of honor, knowing that his own journey into freedom is done not just for himself, but to benefit all humanity.

Annette

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